A painful mystery, a thoughtless stabbed wound, a frozen memory,
Churned up all the emotions in a mixer, shuffling the after affects,
Rising pressures of blood on a nerve ending break of consciousness,
Falling in myself into the farther lands where no one comes or goes,
Stupefied fondness of world, music, art, sun, moon and stars,
Fake world rises up and forms an ugly loathsome face,
Dripping eyes from drops of free liquidated red blood,
Life being so superficial and shallow to see your needs,
Relations so beautifully seen and so ugly and badly expressed,
Cold waves pass me chilling me and I realize being cold feet,
Every foot I put forward for to reach a place is not where it should be,
Eating me from inside dont feel like writing dont want to speak.
