This is the feeling I can't explain
I am starting to go insane
Feeling of being used
The pain and abuse
Can't cry any longer
And my mind begins to wonder
Is this just a feeling that will pass?
Or is it a pain that will last?
I can't explain what it really means
It's just to hard to explain my feelings
Just a hole growing darker
I need a shiny marker
to write out my pain and fears
And pray that god hears
The word that i write but cant say
The feeling that hide during the day
How long will the tears hold in?
God can you show me where to begin?
