It's hard to accept the things i cannot change
Sometimes i feel like i want to be hanged
I used to be in charge of everything
Now, for a change, people are taking care of me.
It's hard to adjust to this new life
It's not easy, it's still filled with strife
I'm trying to act more like a kid
From the prying eyes of god i hid
Now i'm starting to accept some things
And i'm still puzzled by what life really means
I have more reasons to stay clean
Some of which aren't too keen
I'm trying so dreadfully hard
I'm taking out the glass, shard by shard
Once again i pray for strength
Maybe i'm slowly going back to having faith