Dear (ex)Boyfriend,
This is your (ex)Girlfriend.
I wanted to let you know that I love you.
And I will love you no matter what you do.
I've never felt this way about anyone,
so if I had to,
I'd take the bullet for you.
And when I say I love you I mean it.
And when I'm with you, I feel like I fit.
But things aren't the way they used to be,
my heart is ripped out, and I'm dying now you see.
I'm so cold.
And I'm scared of your stare.
I try to be strong but all you do is glare.
You say things didn't work.
So now all I do is hurt.
I feel so hated.
My life is now dark and shaded.
Why can't things go back to how they were?
I like it that way, but now its all just a blur.
I want you for my boyfriend.
but you found someone else to be yours.
All I can think about is hwy can't it be me?
Am I not good enough for you?
I guess I can't ever be!
Its hard for me you know!
For everyone else its all an act, its just a show!
Now I feel alone and hidden.
I'm scared of the world, and I don't want to let anyone in.
(c)
By: Deanna Hill
Oh geez. I wrote this like 2 years ago.
I hope my poems don't sound that bad anymore. ha ha wow!
