I say a little prayer for you.
i'll tell god how much you hurt,
and lied to me too. i'll tell god
how much i really wanted to love you.
and how much that really bugged you.
that you pushed me away, and had
mean things to say. how bad your life
is, and you know what...bless you.
really, all i can say is..
dear god,
i don't want to love him anymore
in my stomach there's pain,
love isn't suppose to hurt this way. love is suppose to be something you fight for, not fighting against.
this isn't love,
this is lust,
let me repent.
i didn't know the effect of my actions.
i wish it never happened.
or that i could go back in time,
and do it all over, but instead just pass him by
his voice lingers in my ears
he haunts my dreams
he's dirty god, he's evil
i don't want to love anymore,
i'm praying to you on my knees,
let me forget it all, please.
