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I'm not done with this one yet but this is what I have so far. Tell me what you think.

Anorexic voices are here to stay,
Battle in my head every day.
Crying so late at night, what's wrong with me?
Dying to be thin, I hate what I see.
Everything I do is somehow wrong,
Failing constantly, sad is my song.
Giving in to temptation, myself I hate,
Having no control, the poison I ate.
I feel so lost, so alone,
Just want to have thoughts that are my own.
Keeping a deadly secret, too scared to tell,
Living a life that has become a hell.
My body so weak, can't fight this disease,
Neverending hunger I cannot appease.
Over and over I close the bathroom door,
Purging my sins, kneeling on the floor.
Questions in my head, should I eat that?
Repeatedly staring in the mirror, seeing only fat.
So confused and alone, I don'ot want this life,
Turning once again to the cut of the knife.
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