The very object of my desire,
Yet away from you I try to stay.
My need for you is a burning fire,
Always there, never goes away.
Gazing at you from a distance,
Longing to touch but forced to ignore.
You are the reason for my existance,
EVeryday I desire you more.
Telling myself I hate you,
Willing myself to believe.
Saying that I don't need you,
Lying again, everyone I decieve.
Food, my enemy, but still my friend,
Will my confusion inside ever end?