Constant ache, feeling so empty and sick,
Control is lost, my fate I can't pick.
Unexplained tears fall down my cheeks,
Every day feeling more helpless and weak.
Will I ever escape this disease?
No one hears my silent pleas.
Pleas for help, save me from myself,
While I try to deny my declining health.
A cold so deep inside my soul,
My body it breaks, my life it stole.
The thoughts in my head are not my own,
Staring into the mirror feeling so alone.
I want to talk, tell someone of my pain,
But I feel so lost, full of guilt and shame.
I've lied to everyone in my life,
I'm drawn once again to the knife.
But I can't, I won't, I don't want the scars,
In my head a constant battle, a deries of wars.
But who am I fighting with? Its all in my mind;
It seems that peace I can't ever find.
Can't look in the mirror, afraid of my body,
But I'm drawn to it, my love and enemy.
No one sees me in my room at night,
Fallen to the floor, my tears I fight.
A girl once whole, now is broken,
Hiding behind lies, leaving the truth unspoken.
