Sanity ends, obsession sets in,
When did this confusion and pain begin?
Ripped away from reality, disappear to my head,
To the world of starvation where I might as well be dead.
What has happened to the girl I used to be,
When I look in the morror a stranger do I see.
Don't know who I am anymore,
Poisoned thoughts into my head pour.
A newfound enemy, food by name,
It if passes my lips I cry in shame.
Can't remember who I was before,
Everyday I'm controlled even more.
Can't rememver a time without this disease,
Don't know if I ever saw what everone else sees.
They say I'm thin, a perfect weight,
But they lie to me, my body I hate.
