Hard to say goodbye

No-body said it would be easy
I understood that right from the start
Still I sleep on uneasy
Because im still falling to pieces now were apart

No-body said I could forget you
Erase you from my mind
All I wanted was to have the chance to start anew
But your memories are always there to remind

Somebody once told me
It/s never going to be easy
You just have to make the most
Out of what you are left with.

Define the color of my heart
It feels like black and blue
It hurts everytime it beats
Because it beats for you

I see the pictures, the memories
The good times that we shared
The times we laughed, so hard
The times you actually cared

I remember the sound of your voice
And ever picture perfect smile
I remember sitting on my roof
Wondering if we were forever,
Just like the promise we made
Promising to leave never

I questioned if it was real
The bonds that we had
When we all smiled together
Because we were truly glad

And then that day
We fell apart, Grew apart
Landed hard, too hard
Enough to shatter a heart

I try every single day
Just to let you go
But I can't seem to do it
Because you'll never know

You'll never know I loved you
Or that I wished that you would stay
But it's to late, your gone now
And I miss you every single day

I'm writing cause I miss you
And everything we had
I'm writing cause I miss it all
The good times and the bad

But as I watch it fade away
Every laugh and every tear
I wonder what really happened
It's already been almost a year

And as waste time wondering
I'll lay hear on the ground
Sitting, listening to silence
Wishing you were around

I know your gone for real this time
I know its over and done
At least I'l keep what we had
The good times and the fun

I guess this is my goodbye
To heal my breaking heart
To end the book we've written
And head back to the start

Best friends.it's a promise.