When i heard

When you told me, i didnt believe you
i thought that my body for you was a breakthrough
like all of the other boys do
but then i got to know you
and came to find that i was always in your spotlight
early in the morning and long into the night
you didn't only want my kiss
and the silk of my long blonde hair
was not all you thought of this
but rather you thought of me always
and your heart would follow me in every way

i talked like you were my lovebird
but you never heard a word
all that you were lead to think
is that i was a kink
i think that you may have given up hope
and for loving me that you were a dope
but let me assure you my love
that i have now come to my senses
and want you back so badly
and now i am looking for my own repentance
but i think that i am too late, at least in this instance

when i heard that you had moved on
i thought that it was going to kill me
but when i thought about it i came to the conlusion
that often times all love really is
is some optical illusion