I don't know

I dont know

I dont know what love really is anymore
Or those three pain filled words;
I love you

I dont know what to feel
Compulsion, anger, regret, and numbness

Reside and eat out my once poetic heart

I dont know if I should cry because
Its over or smile because its all over for
Me

Lost in myself where my heart beats
And wanders
Was it all a mistake;
You and me?

Dont know where my heart is
Cant seem to find my thoughts

Its probably better this way, no meaningful goodbyes
And meaningless I love yous

No more broken hearts
No more tears cried
Late at night

The last thing you told me
Was I love you Rhianon

Words that break my heart
And cut my thoughts
Yet become a reality I was never meant
To love or have

All with one last breath
And a kiss upon rainy day clouds and
Tear stained poetry

I fall gracefully into myself

Goodbye