Behind My Eyes

Looking out the window
Thinking of the past
All that you don't know
Everything I have not yet surpassed

All my secrets
Everything I hide
My regrets
And how I've subside

Memories flash through my mind
Thoughts of how things went
Searching for what I still cant find
How I was resent

You look into my eyes
Not knowing how I hurt
All the tears I've cried
Or how much I try to revert

The pain that burned like fire
My heart thats been broken like glass
Everything I desire
My scared memory of how I was harassed

I look at you and wonder
What you want to know
How I had sunder
All that I've undergo

Just look at me
And tell me what you see
Tell me how you feel
Tell me everything thats real

Do you see a broken angel
A tormented soul
Or do you see through me
Through the black hole?

Don't tell me lies
Tell me the truth
Am I someone wise
Or just blind within my youth?