There's something about this cold, ugly loneliness.
Even my prayers are denying me faith.
I give and give, and you take and take
My heart so fragile, it's about to break.
If once you'd just need me, just once, I would heed
Perhaps it's the silence that carries my cries
This never ending love will be my demise
My soul's so fragile it's about to die
And the memories, they haunt me, like ever-flowing melodies
I never thought you'd go to these extremities
Just to watch me beg for your forgiveness
First time I feel like a victim in this
Love brought me pain, though it promised me bliss.
Like tea made from lemon and honey, except life over-squeezed
But I'm not getting on my knees
Everyone else agrees,
That you never deserved me
...and I never deserved you...
I love you, life won't let me lie, I died, when I said "Good-bye", but I knew that it was time,
...to let you go...
There's something about this cold, ugly loneliness.
Even my prayers are denying me faith.
But I won't beg for something dubbed a mistake
And you've unveiled yourself so don't fake
You took and took, and I gave and gave
A master, his servant, dog, or his slave
I'm tired of lemons, life can keep all of those
I'd rather more honey, just an extra dose
This tea is too sour, and gets more by the hour
Now I have the power and I choose...
...to dwell in this cold, ugly loneliness
Perhaps in time, maybe after this rhyme, I'll throw out all lemons and limes, then I'll be fine...and you, will be MY slave, you've sent my heart to the grave...
And it resurrected to get revenge, and to avenge
The pain you caused, and it won't pause until you feel, what I felt, and what I dealt with, I love you still but you must learn, that playing with loves fire will definitely burn, now it's my turn...
Yes I'll be yours again, I'll be the victor at this end...that is what I intend
