Heartache

Love, here I am.. Late, I know. All I can do now, is to clean the dry autumn leaves that fell on your grave from the tree above. The flowers I left yesterday, are dry and lifeless.. just like you are.. Why my angel? Tell me why did you leave me alone? It was your second time..and last. You are not going to come back this time, like you did the first time and made me believe in love again. I hate myself for not telling you my thoughts, the feelings I was keeping inside me for such a long time.. I love you and I always will.. And only if I knew what I know now, I swear to God Id say all the things that left unsaid, and Id do all the things that left undone.. You felt something like this will happen didnt you? Thats why, the last time we talked, you said youll love me no matter what happens. And I just laughed. I never said I love you too. I was too scared for the future, what the hell would I do if I lose you. I lost you anyway. And there is no future now. Its just me, my pain, my tears and the dry autumn leaves.