My Tragedy

The thought of your touch terrorizes me

No way to forget, but to over look

Months i was scared

I couldn't even glance in a mirror

The horror of your face to appear

To erase a piece of past

It didn't last

The past has come back to me

what you did to me

You made me bleed

You made me scream

My big secret is no longer there

But forced to say like you forced me

I want it to go away

Why does it have to be this way

People know

People talk

I wish it would stop

A blood rush

A head rush

A thought full of tragedy

A danger on the loose

I give no names

But still have to live every waking moment

I want you to fall

I want you to crawl

I want you away

To stay away

Leave my head

For i have shed to many tears

I give no names

For i am ashamed

You sank my soul

You terrorized my head

You hurt me in places

Now i see your faces

Leave me alone

I cant take this anymore

To awake in an unknown place

I saw your face

The marks

Its just to hard

Almost a year

To live this fear

I grab my spear

To end my tragedy

To hurt you like you hurt me