To joke is to lie
as i wonder why
my pain is getting stronger
as my knife is getting deeper
to take life is to easy
but to appreciate love is impossible
you scream and shout
all i say is ouch
the pain is getting stronger
as my knife is getting deeper
you want me to stop
but its the only way
all my tears all my drops
one by one
they run out of my body
as i wonder why
i stop i said id try
well i guess i lied
it hurts but it relieves me
i finally feel free
now leave and let me be
as i wonder why
my pain is getting stronger
as my knife gets deeper
the lights are dimming
the sounds are fading
i can see you and all your pain
i tried to tell you its not all a game
i did i really tried
now i ask that you don't cry
I'm happy and thats better
now take with you forever
my love and my soul
as i live no more
