Irony

Irony is Earth's sense of humor
Sadistic, cynical, searching for pain

I was alone, dark and uncaring
I needed on one, no one needed me

You came I fell, and I fell hard
"Together forever," is what you had said

Then he came back, my world was shattered
I only did it for your own good

You were stupid, you came back
Even after I caused so much pain

He broke you, he beat you, there was nothing left
Your last words to me, "I'm sorry, I love you"

Everyday I realize more and more
Just how sadistic irony is

They say I am crazy, maybe I am
My reason for living has left me now

Lost without purpose or reason to care
Only hanging by a thread

I do not fear death, that is not why I stay
I am tied down by the commitments i have and the ones you left behind

One of these days I will tie up all these loose ends
Only then can I join you in death

For now you may be the one who is physically gone
But I am the one who is truly dead