Wrecked with fear,
What if this is real?
What if it kills me?
So many questions but very few answers,
Why am i so afraid to see if it's real?
How will my friends react?
Will i tell them?
It's just so difficult maybe i don't want to know,
1 in a million chance,
Yet i fear what is not certain,
Why do i cry?
Why do i hurt?
No more pain.
No more pain.
Cancer!
