I thought everything was fine.
Nothing could go wrong.
Then HE came along.
I thought he would help my self esteem.
Make me feel good about myself.
I really love him.
And he loves me to.
But that love falls apart easily.
It begins with a lie.
Then he will avoid you.
You ask him if he's mad.
He replies "No, baby I luv you!"
It hurts when I'm late to every class.
Waiting for someone who I know won't come.
You used to come see me.
Why not anymore.
He comes when he wants.
I'm not his booty-call.
And it tears me up inside.
And realizing to let go.
Will make a lifetime commitment.
For not realizing all of this earlier.
I'm stupid.
