I'm just a little girl in a world where no one understands me
they say they do but they don't see
whats eating me
tearing me away
eating my insides
what i have to decide
each and every day
if i want to love or die
if i want to commit the sin of suicide
i know it will hurt you
but its my choice
my own voice
my conscience
but i am here
here on earth
as it seems
i don't want to hear pleading
i want to hear my screams
i want to feel me bleeding
to feel my warm blood
overflow like a flood
the cuts on my body
say things unspoken
my world is broken
those cuts will soon fade away
those cuts on my arm
and more will come
not alot but some
some to take away this understatement of my life
of my strife
the blood slowly trickles down my skin
the reasons lie deep down within
please try to understand
if you can
thats whats eating me
now do you see
