At Night

Let the moon shine brightly as I come out of the shadows.
Long awaited from the day, to come out at night.
Traveling in the mist I go to look at those who have made me this way.
Seeing how happy they are gives me pain.

Just the thought of them hurting again makes me bleed from the inside out.
Just thinking how they are going to hurt me more makes me give myself pain.
So much pain is numbing.

Disappearing in the shadows and back in the rainy mist.
I spin around in circles with arms in the air.
Then drop down crying.
I knew the pain would not end.
The light I would not see.
For the shadows I must lay.
To be forgotten.
To disappear.
MY crying stopped as the sun comes up and now I must hide once more until another night.

*tell me what you think..it mite sound a little retarded but yea...read and comment please..!*