Lies

Lies are all i have left
they haunt me in my sleep
i feel so bad inside
so i begin to weep

I don't know why
i said those things
and i cant make them go away
memories of how i hurt you
looks like there here to stay

The guilt i feel inside
is like a fire deep within
pain so intense
i cant even begin

To try and tell you
how messed up Ive made my life
it seems that my only fate
is to choose the knife

For all Ive done
i deserve to die
but i don't have the strength
so in the darkness i cry

The lies that i told
i don't know why
its like a disease
i cant help but want to die

The guilt is overwhelming
it overtakes all i feel
i can never tell the truth
the pain i caused is real

If i could take it all back
so that i never met you
i know you'd be better off
cause pain is all i bring
in everything i do