I sit there in my bedroom crying
Waiting for her to give me a yes
My brain doesn't know what to do
I've never been this depressed
My phone rings throughout the day
And everytime, I pray that it's her
But it's not, so I hang up the phone + tears start to fall
Nothing could help me except for her call
I asked GOD to help us with our problems
Hoping that the next day everything would be clear
But the same thing happens
And now she says, she doesn't want to hurt me + that's her biggest fear
I told her I'd rather have a piece of her and be punished
Than not to have her at all
I told her I love her
And that GOD Will protect us from the deepest fall
She replies again saying she doesn't want to hurt me anymore
But I said, Baby I dont care
God will protect me, he tells me so when I cry
Torture me to death or stab me with a knife
I told you I'd sacrifice anything just to have you in my life
I told God I was lucky
And that you're an amazing girl too
He said if you keep trying
She'll come back to you
He knows how I feel
And wants to see if you will try
But the way you've been acting
It seems, your love was just a lie
But if you can show me again
I wish you would do so
Because my heart is aching
And without you, I will soon start dying slow
