Cause of you

Tears fall down like raindrops every time I think of you. Your words stab me in the heart every time you speak. Is this the way I am going to live rest of my life. haunt by you. Sadness and loneness only things I feel right now. Is this a curse I must live with loving someone like you? Death awaits me in the other side. I feel so empty inside. Is this my destiny to be hurt so badly, why am I curse to live on this earth walking down the streets alone. Forgive my weakness.