Left alone and heartbroken

First she moves on leaving him behind...with me... not looking back day after day further away.
Now he too has found a new stronger love...now he too is out of my reach and he still holds my heart.

empty...shattered...hurt...unloved...crying inside. so alone...misjudged...tormented...now a broken heart and a broken girl who has invisible emotions.

rejected by all those i loved...used and abused...pushed away...worthless...weak...pathetic....so many tears...loud music. the worlds against me... betrayed time and time again... left alone to fight against it all.

it wasn't ever love... was it? you'd never stop me if i tried to run...would you? i gave you everything...including me...you took it all...said those wonderful things... made me feel delighted... now not worth your time...still second best to them...always your back up...you've taken my essence, my very soul...it still wasn't enough...you had to break me down so that i was worse than i was in my past.

they're all better than me....they always have been...have you really used me this whole time? i wish i knew how you really saw me...so i knew which were lies and which were the actual truth. sitting here tonight....and every other night....just crying... wishing things were different...knowing nothing could've changed this. but still i wish that you hadn't broken me...my heart...my soul...me very essence