Crying, recklessly, tears running down my face,
closing my eyes dreaming of finding myself in another place.
away from the hurt away from the pain,
away from you, hurt everyday i gain.
curled up in my bed looking at you in my head,
dreaming of what your doing or today who's in your bed?
i close my eyes and picture your smile,
i feel better, but only for a while.
then i think again of what you did to me,
you blocked light from my eyes your foolishness i just couldn't see . . .