Lifes tour guide

I so bad wanna runaway
I say it, bu I never leave
When theres nights and days like these
I need to get away

They expect me to be their slave
Its not like that want has ever changed
But I cant just have fun
Always the bad one

I try my best to be who they want
And its never enough
Sometimes I wish I could
Lock myself between the wall
Lay there and forget it all
Say goodbye to the pain
All the emotions and heartbreak

But I cant yet
Theres no way out of this mess
Though I cant let
Them control me, and I wont confess
That they need a guide
Someone to tell them why
I'm not as close
As they would wish