The Game

Every night I play a game
Every night it ends the same
Commencing with a blade
To end with a slash across my vein

Every time I play the game
Some one always calls my name
Interruption gives me faith
But the pain remains the same

Heart bleeding up inside
With emotions from cloud nine
Keep trying to end my life
But it seems that its not time

Pray to God every night
Why these thoughts come to mind
Changed my life already twice
And I still wanna die

But know I roll the dice
And gamble with my life
Hoping everything be fine
Describing feelings in my rhymes...