I've let myself down once more.
I let my true love walk right out the door.
I didn't beg him to stay, I cried as I watched him walk away.
It was only fair to let him know what happened so that he may go.
This kind of love, I may never know again.
My heart is crying out for the one who made me feel beautiful inside.
I'm filled with such a sadness that I cannot hide.
Why did I have to go and do what I did?
Why couldn't my heart forbid?
I was so stupid for what I've done.
The grieving process has now begun.
I feel used and abused like I did with the love he gave me.
He made me happy, that everyone could see.
But what many could not see that I was deceiving.
No matter how many times I say "I'm sorry", this pain will never go away.
There are no magic words that I can say.
All I can say is I wish him best in that he may do.
Then I will tell him "I will always love you".
