As I stand here in the cold infinite darkness,
I wonder when my life was thrown away,
If I did not see this which everybody did,
The end.
If their really is no return,
If my nightmares have come true,
If the past and future have come to haunt me.
I wonder if there is any other way out,
If I can run till the end,
Till there is nothing to run from,
When all is gone.
If I can let the threatening darkness get me,
To fulfill my last nightmare.
Lying awake wondering,
If this really is the end,
If I cant run any longer,
If all hope is lost,
Devoured by darkness and thoughts that take me to another place,
Where I won't have to run,
Where my nightmares turn into dreams,
Fantasies,
Hope.
I stand wondering,
When this will end,
The race with darkness and my faceless nightmares,
Or if i am destined to stay here, wondering:
What if?
