I'd lay in my bed, trying to sleep.
You'd come in, I'd start to weep.
I'd know what was coming, how could I not?
Every night you've come, and left me to rot.
You lay down on me, your breathing is fast,
You go in and out, making me gasp.
I cry, I scream, I try to bail.
You push, you hit, and again I fail.
"Daddy, please stop, please go away.
I promise of this, not a word I will say."
There is no answer only moaning sounds,
I feel a sharp pain every time that you pound.
You pull me against you, ripping my shirt;
You put yourself in my mouth, I feel so like dirt.
When you empty yourself inside me, you stand.
You zip up your pants and you kiss my hand.
"I love you so, my little girl.
I never want to hurt you, you are my world.
You promise not a word you'll say?
Then I'll come back every day.
It feels too good to be wrong,
I think of this all day long.
The older you get you'll enjoy it more,
And the longer we can spend behind the closed door."
And then you leave me, naked and bruised,
I curl up and cry, feeling alone and used.
And every night you come, I endure it again,
This has been going on since I was ten.
One night I'm a woman, you come to my bed,
And you shove yourself in, I scream in my head.
I push you away, I kick and I scream,
This time I prevail and you start to blow steam.
You hit me in the face, it's bloody and torn;
You're in me again, harder than before.
I feel my life fading, all feeling is gone.
The silence prevails, my daddy had won.
