I Can't take it anymore

You get so jealous when guys are around
and it pisses me off every time
I've turned down a lot of guys Cuz of you
but according to you none of that is worth a dime.

listen, i wanna still be friends
but i can't take it anymore
the way you act drives me insane
i sware i tried to stick by you through all your pain

but you pushed me away
for what i dont know
you never talk to me or let me help you out
i'm done with this

it hurts to know that i can't change it
i've tried for four years
in the beginning you were fine
there weren't any tears

but than i changed my appearance
and guys started paying more attention to me
you didn't seem to like it so much
but u have to let it be

it's not my fault about all these guys
i didn't make them like me
they started flirting first
honestly? you dont' own me

you were fine when it was just me and you
but when guys were around u changed
hun get over it we're in highschool now
all that shit has got to stop

i think what bothers u most
is that i dont' need you as much as i thought
i have other friends now it's not just you
i'm sorry i really am but i can't change that

you need to grow up
and see reality
guys won't always like you
nor will they like me

you yell at me cuz i'm picky with guys
and you say i have more than enough to choose
you see that i can never settle for good. i always need more.
but whado u expect from me?
do you want me to settle for a guy that i just like?
or actually be happy with one that i adore.
i'll say this one last time.
you have to let go of the jealousy
because I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE

guys comment and tell me if you think i'm being to harsh. thanks