To Sam (part one)

Just wanted to let you know I never stop thinking about you darling,
From the moment I fall asleep at night you're in my sweet dreams,
To the moment I awake in the morning thinking,
I wonder what Sam is doing,
Most of the time I come up with oh she's probably sleeping,

Sam I cannot stop thinking about you,
You are the most important thing in my life,
To lose you would be like loosing my life,
For my heart to stop, for my lungs to collapse,

If I was told you were hurt I would be holding a sharp blade,
Just incase its serious they could place my spirit next to you,
So we could hold hands up in heaven,
And continue to love one another,

To see you smile makes me so happy inside,
To hear you laugh makes me know I'm doing something right in life,

Because at the moment I'm struggling to go on in life,
Thinking everything I do every move I make,
I'm either going to get teased,
Or something will go wrong in the process of doing it,

I can't talk, walk or work without getting one smart comment made,
In my life at the moment my biggest fear is loosing people around me that I love,
Please take this seriously and when ever I get angry in life look back at this paper,
And know I do love you but I'm going through an extremely rough time,
And having trouble coping,

Just know one thing,
In life you are my only encouragement,
The only thing keeping me on this earth.

© Scott A. Clarke