I'm watching the door
as it stays closed
I'm watching the room
as it remains empty
without you
like my life
without you
it's almost not worth being here anymore
but there's one thing to live for
and this time i know
you were everything
yeah you were everything
you were my world
and i was in it
there's one thing you can't take
and that's not here right now
there's something waiting for me
but it's not in this world
it's like you can't be real
like someone i could only have thought have
but you've been here
in my world
yeah you were my world
and i was in it
without you in it has become so lonely
cos i know there's something waiting for me
but not here
not right now
you told me everyone was watching
that no one else could have what we had
you told me to close my eyes
because if i did the pain would ease away
and you said if i kept them closed long enough everything would be OK
maybe i was dreaming cos that's just what you used to say
you tell me i can't be addicted
that I'm not out of control
but that's what I'm screaming
only you could change me
into a new person
only you could reach my soul
you knew you were special
but you'd heard it a thousand times before
no one could be as perfect
as you expect them to be
how could she have been so perfect
that you would never leave her
an endless love
I've been told to stop
i know you're an addiction
what i want will eventually lead me away
but what i can't have is slowly killing me inside
if you were here
if you could stay
i know you could fix it
now you're the reason why
can't we compromise
but since you've been gone
I've realized i was so wrong
you were my everything
for only so long
i thought you would be forever
but for only so long
you seemed so far away
but at the same time you were my whole world
and i was in it
for only so long
can i believe you
I'm done screaming this crazy love song
you're name
and everything you've done
now I'm screaming for you to leave
and cos you're not here
it hurts to say it more
but being addicted to you
has become my biggest fear
