Now I See The Truth in You

Here are some things
I didn't get a chance to say
Because of all the hurt and hate
That came my way

Remember in Year 7
How me and the others took u in
Made u a part of the group
Because u had no other friends?

Remember how hurt I was
That my best friend had turned her back on me
Remember how close we got?
We grew so close to one another

Remember in Year 8
When I became her friend again
Remember how u 2 would fight over me
Did u want me for your best friend because u loved me so much
Or was it to try and take me away from her?

U and I were best friends
But no-one will ever take her place
She was my greatest friend
She still is to this day

I know u hated her and she hated u
But at least when I asked
She tried to get along with u
Because of how much it hurt me to see u 2 fight
U couldn't even do that

U see the difference between u and her
Is that she tells me cares and shows it
But with u it's like u say it
But u don't prove it, u do the opposite

She tells me every time we speak
She loves me, misses me
And I can tell it in her voice
She isn't lying

U told me every time I asked
"Do u care?" and u said yes
But then the very next day
We would have an argument
'Cause of something said and wrongly perceived as being something else

Remember when we had that fight
U said u didn't believe something I said
I told u I can't be friends with u no more?
Remember what happened 2 days later?

U messaged me and asked if I could come MSN to talk
U thought u had depression
U thought I could help
Remember what I did?
I came straight on and helped u
I did that for u because I still cared

Then remember our last argument?
U called me a liar, a bi*ch etc
U turned JODIE against me..
My closest friend

U tell me a few days before that
I'll probably try and turn the others against u
I didn't but guess what?
U said to me "you're just scared they'll take my side and u know they will"
What the hell? You're such a hypocrite

Now I'm still friends with the others
Those others who matter, who didn't take sides
Jodie well, she's a different story
She came close to u and u turned her against me

This whole god damn time
I thought she was trying to turn u against me
But Now I see the truth
Now I see it was u all along

I remember u saying
"Your loss not mine"
Well I'm here to tell u
I haven't thought about u once
Yet I here u have been asking about me

Guess u were wrong
Guess what? I'm happy now
I'm happier now then I have been for a year
I'm not going through depression anymore

What does that tell u?
I'm happier not being your friend
It's better now you're gone

The only thing
I'll ever be sorry for is
That I didn't get to see the real u
Until it was almost too late

U almost had me
Right where u wanted me
U almost had me thinking
U would always be there and never hurt me
U almost had me in the palm of my hand
But guess what?
U almost had me, but I got to where I should be

I must admit
U had me by a thread
But some how I survived
The pain and hurt u put me through
I'm here without a worry in the world

Goodbye!