So lost

Thoughts running through my head
visions and memories of you
remembering the things you said
so many wrong so many right

so many things i wish i could change
i don't know my self anymore
its like I'm in a nightmare so strange
iv tried to lock up my thoughts
i cant do that anymore
theres to many for me to ignore

you were always here for me
you always knew what to say
you made my life so easy
why couldn't you just stay

my life is a mess and iv lost you
everyone around me is dying or leaving
tell me Hun what am i suppose to do
i cant even talk to you
you were the one who said its all gonna be OK

# i don't know why i wrote this i feel lost so i just wrote what came to mind