We never thought of all the different things that could happen, how one day we'd all miss you.
At first most of us were in disbelief, no one wanted to believe the fact that you were gone.
As that one day went on, where everyone knew why you weren't in school, the school was so silent and all you saw were tears that kept coming after they were wiped away.
It seemed as if it were a nightmare that no one could wake up from, that just kept getting worse as it went.
Everyone was in shock, no one could believe that you the person who always had a smile upon his face was gone.
And the one who would joke around and make us laugh wasn't going to be there anymore to make us smile.
The emotions that went around that day were contagious and no one could get away from them however much they tried.
As most of us think of you not walking the stage with class of '08, or not even being able to go to the playoffs with the rest of your team, also knowing that your son will grow up without a dad, there are tears that we can't help to stop or keep in.
It's just too hard to say goodbye after having you around for so long, it's so hard to realize that death is real and its something that comes to whoever.
It doesn't care who will get hurt or who's left behind.
The only thing that death gives is the strength to go on and have the people that leave us in our hearts.
It also gives us the lesson to hold the people we care for close because we never know when they might leave us.
