I'm Letting It Out

You broke my heart.
And now I'm deppressed.
I'm also in denial.
I am also confused.
Because you won't tell me why.
I thought everything was ok.
I never suspected this would happen.
I cried. I still am crying. And all you do is give me a hug and apologize. And I know he's not sorry. Because next time he sees me cry, I hope he feels sorry and bad. You were looking at me today. I was laughing with my friends. You looked sorry and jelous. Well he should be. WHY!!! You don't even have the guts to tell me why your leaving me. And even after all the pain, hatred and sorrow you caused, I still love you. To me thats surprising. I'll I ever did was love you. And in return, you snap me in half like a twig! I need to move on with my life. Well it's kinda hard when YOU are my life. And I can't and will not live without you. I'm letting it out now, cause I can't even deal w/my own problems.............