I use to have someone that loved me for me.
Now that person is gone.
He's left a big hole in my heart.
I thought that he would make my sadness go away.
He was just a cover up for some time.
The truth always comes out sooner or later.
I loved that kid unconditionally.
He became my bestfriend.
Thats where I went wrong.
I really thought we'd be together forever.
Forever never lasts.
How can you wake up one morning.
and just decide you hate the person you love.
I'm so stupid for depending on him.
I'll always love him and he knows that.
I don't have anyone now.
I can't believe he won't even talk to me
after we've been through so much.
I guess two years doesn't mean a thing.
I feel worst that I have ever felt in my entire life.
This pain will never end.
Thats what it feels like.
I should be use to crying myself to sleep
but I'm not.
I wait for him to call every night
but he doesn't.
I try to make it seem like theres nothing wrong.
But deep down inside I'm screaming of pain.
I don't regret nothing that I ever did for him.
But I do regret feeling this way.
I wish that he would just listen to me for a moment.
It doesn't matter though he doesn't care.
Everyone tells me to move on.
But its harder than it sounds.
No many teenage relationships last through the things that we went through.
Thats why I can't just leave.
I wish I just didn't care anymore.
But thats hard too.
I know he hurts too and thats why he's like this.
I just wish that he would stop and realize that I'm hurting just as bad too.
