Why do I care that you did this?
Why can't I see past all the lies?
Why can't I realize how much you hurt me?
I guess it's because I'm too busy,
Thinking about how much I love you.
Why is it that I love you,
Even though you put me through hell?
Why can't I get over the fact that you used me?
Is there any hope that I will find out these answers?
You made me believe all the lies you told,
And all the mistakes you made.
And because of you I sit here,
And blame myself.
Why can't you just tell the truth,
That you never loved me,
That you used me,
And that you lied to me?
I risked my parents trust for you,
And this is how you repay me,
By hurting me.
Why couldn't I see the true you from day one?
You really know how to
Act like you love someone.
I guess you don't care.
I guess you never will.
Why do I spend my time thinking of you?
I know you aren't thinking of me.
Why can't I move on?
I guess these are the questions,
That I will never know the answers to.