I feel as if you're in there
Trying to find my pain
I hate to let you see inside
Where my emotions are now slain
You see I have much guilt
Even if I wasn't alive
That day that horrible day
Which you gave up your life
Sometimes I feel like
I'm the one who had kissed your cheek
But you wont find that inside
My heart is much too weak
To bear that kind of pain
Thats already killing me
No encouragement, no love
No hope to ever be
I let them inside
And no one can stop the hate
That I feel now for myself
I'm locking up the gate
I throw away the key
I hope you'll never find it
No one wants to see inside
I'm begging for you to forget it
I hate to see inside
The person I once had been
Until that day that you arose
And parted me from my sin
I am ashamed
To have you look in my mind
But I can already feel you searching
Way down deep inside
