She will remember

As she smiles at him,
she begins to melt,
rememebring all thoes mushy love notes.

She thinks to herself that all a lie,
and lets the tear drops run dry.

She will always rememeber,
thoes hot summer days,
walking on the beach,
wasting the days away.

Everytime your near,
something shouts fear,
all thoes memories,
all so clear.

And as thoes tears run down her cheeks,
the cuts oh her wrist are so deep.

But now you see,
what these memories ment to me.

You walked me home,
the very next night,
oh baby, everything felt right.

As you stood there holding my hand,
saying thoes three little words.

You looked into my eyes,
and i fell in love again,
you kissed my lips so tender,
i wanted to do it again.

A thousand thoughts,
were ready to spill,
but my mouth wouldn't talk,
as my eyes began to fill.

I think about all the memories,
i think about all the pain,
i think of all the lafghter,
untill it got insane.

I'm lost depressed and frightened,
for you're not here with me,
and somewhere deep inside my heart,
my lover, you'll always be.

And when i listen to my favortie song,
it will always remind me of you,
beacuse that was the song that played,
when you said it was threw.

Its 4 months later ad i havn't got a call
i saw you walking in the mall,
holding hands with another girl.

5 days later i got a call,
his voice said,
hey baby,
saw you at the mall,
i couldn't help but scream,
why the heck had you been so mean?

I soon forgave him,
and we were together again,
till the very next day,
he made the same mistake again.

He called a month later,
bagging for me back,
then he told me that,
my bestfriend had stabed my in the back.

Now its 2 years later,
and he still calls back,
asking for forgiveness,
and wanting me to take him back.

I go to his party,
and we hit it of once again,
till i see him flirting it up with my closet friend.

He walks me home,
and that not the end,
we end up breaking it off,
yett once again.

The very next day,
you caught me by suprise.
and telling me ever more of you lies.

untill that day,
i fell for you lies again,
the twinkle in your eyes,
made me forget,
and love you all over again.

we talked,
we lafghted,
we were even holding hands,
till something happned,
and it got out of hand.

You had a few drinks,
and the arguing started again,
you took me by the hand,
and that funny feeling happned again.

It was out of control,
and you were losing you mind,
i was laying on the ground,
saying these things take time.

Its 5 years later, and i havn't seen you since,
i guess lifes better you stay in a glance.

I always think of you,
when im alone and afraid,
lifes ment to be,
and thats the way it will stay.

[[ this poem has to do with my ex-boyfriend jayme.. i still love him to this day.. i guess.. it was love at first sight.. till something got out of hand.. and one night.. i thought to gett my anger out i would rite a poem.. I promise all you guys that are reading this.. i will right more poems.. leave a comment about it ... and maybe i can chage somethings.. but form now.. i think is prefect.. all these words are from the heart.. if you like it love it or hate it.;. leave a comment.. it really doesn't matter to me.. if you like it or not.. it means alot to me.. but who cares.. that my opinion.. ]] Love Brandi<33