This ones for you...

I wonder,
If you could see what I go through.
Just to hear your voice.
Would you care?

I wonder,
If you knew how much I loved you.
How I turn down others because I love you.
Would you care?

I wonder,
What you would say.
If you knew my sick addictions were your fault.
Would you care?

I wonder,
If you knew that I look at pictures of you and her.
And constantly wish that was me.
Would you care?

I wonder,
If I tried to tell you all of this.
Tried to put how I feel into words.
Would you listen?

I wonder,
If you knew how much I'm trying to change.
So you'll like me.
Would you care?

I try to tell you how I feel.
You dont listen.

I changed for you.
You dont care.

I screwed up my life for you.
You dont care.

And theres nothing else I can do...
But wish you liked me.
As much as I love you.