Break down again

So dark and cold my heart now feels,
again again this happens.
So go ahead put on your heels,
and walk all over me.

Do I deserve not something else?
Will no one see my strengths?
It seems almost like future tells,
I will be lonely all my life.

Another heartache yet again,
I'm gonna have to make it.
Hoping that after the rain,
I'll be back to start all over.

Yet pieces of me have been lost,
my life will have to go on.
Now knowing what love might cost
I will have to be aware...

So I don't have to break down again!