I'm sitting here among the darkness of my past
a bottle of wine at my feet
wanting to say sorry
wanting to hear you say you forgive me
cause i miss my old friends and they don't know me anymore
it's cold here in the rain
the wine is long since gone
and your still not here
i hear you voice whispering in my ear
telling me, forgiveness isn't mine to keep
isn't mine to give
i didn't mean to say those words
never meant for them to drift into the wind
never meant for them to tear you down
i never wanted you to look at me that way
it's getting darker
and your still not here
your memory is fading to nothing among my drunken haze
and i don't want to be this lonely anymore
I'll take the blame if it will make you stay
I'll fall to my knees, tell you all you want me to say
I'll . . .
goodbye lingers on your fading lips
within the flash of lightening, your gone
and this drunken haze is all thats left of you and me
I'm sitting here in the darkness of my past
a bottle of wine at my feet.
