Not Strong enough

One after another they stab one more knife in her back.
She can't do anything, because they're all she has, theres no point in screaming.
Everything builds up, until she gets home and grabs the blade, that sits between her and these torn up lies.
She thinks twice about the promise she made, but can't handle it and scratches the anxiety and anger that burns inside.
Shame,unwanted secrets, fear to want more, these are the words that linger within.
Maybe its because, people just invaded all her secrets and he got to close for comfort and now shes broken and burned up.
To many times she laid there,waiting for all of the lies, secrecy, heartache and the dreaded bliss to rotten away.
A time will come when it will all fall back into place, but her sins must be praised, because her life had never been more incomplete before this day.
These Rusted Jail gate doors are all that stop her breaking within.
Unspoken secrets, misjudged motives, mistaken life of an undesirable touch.
Her amazing and indescribable moves aren't wrong nor right.
But the motive of her touch is all she needs to Hang on to him.
She struggles to grasp hold of there last whispered nights of desire.
Don't fear, Don't be ashamed to break, she is to self-conscious an doesn't see why she cant fear everything an be ashamed to break.
-x-x-[Forgive me father, I praise my sins]-x-x-