I want you to know i really miss you

All i do is sit and i cry
everyday in my 2nd hour in class
i sit and think about what you might be doing now and i look back on all the times we had together
all i want you to know is...

i miss you,
i miss you're smile,
and i still shed a tear
every once in a while

and even though we're different now,
you're still here somehow,
my heart won't let you go,
and i need you to know,
i miss you.

i cry myself to sleep,
everyone asks (are you OK?)
but i don't answer i just shake my head
i wrote to you 3 times
and you don't even write back

there are nights
where i just wanna cut my wrists
you know i love you like a big sister
& you love me like a cousin
but your afraid to go to jail cause my dad thinks your too old
wow I'm 17 and your 19

you don't need to be afraid cause I'll check the mail everyday after school.
all i wanna know is did i do something wrong
to make you hate me.

all i want you to know is i really miss you.
theres no one i can go to to talk to
your not here to help me with these stupid boys.

do you even still care for me?
i had cut my wrists again really badly
now I'm thinking about suicide
i wanna hear from you so i know your OK.

i really miss you.