Fall

In this lonely night i stand alone with no one to
protect me from myself
i silent let my tear to fall
why do i feel like this is unknown to me
i watch the other kid have fun
playing with other
i stand alone in the shadow as everyone have
fun but me i let all my tear to fall when no one
looking why dont they like me
i want to end my life yet something stopping i didnt know more i just want to be free
everything is the same to me i see darkness around i slowly losing the fight i want to cut again and feel the blade in my skin
but the promise i made with him is hurting i know i cant because he would be mad
i care for him but he betray me
again should i believe him
i didnt know more can anyone save from killing drying