I see a girl with blood shot eyes,
Slowly becoming swollen.
I see pain and hurt in her eyes.
I try to smile at her,
She try's to smile back but her lips won't let her.
I look deeper into her eyes.
I see pain from near loss of a best friend.
I see hurt from a loved one,
Afraid she'll never have him back.
I see Fear, Fear from abuse
I see Horror from molest
I want to help her.
I know exactly how she feels.
I want to reach out and give her a hug i want to give her love and comfort
She needs a friend
Someone to talk to and understand
I look at this unfamiliar girl
I look closer and realize I know her.
I hugged her as she almost lost her best friend.
I wiped away her tears as she lost the man she loved.
I Felt the Pain as she got hit from abuse.
I layed with her as she was molested.
I take a step back and she looks happy.
The way she wants everyone to see her.
It's then that I realize I know her better than
anyone.
I'm not looking at just a lonely hurt girl
I'm looking at a reflection.
I see myself, and the effect of all my hurt and pain.
Wishing someone knew, someone understood!
And I realize no one ever will!
No one will ever know
They'll never hurt knowing they almost lost not
just a bestfriend, But a brother.
They'll never feel the love she had for the man
of her dreams.
And feel the pain when she realized it was over.
They'll never see his wide and angry eyes.
Or feel the pain as he throws her.
They'll never watch as he touched and grabbed her.
Or see the fear in her eyes not knowing what to do.
They'll never know!
She's alone, suffering
She can do it.
She's strong and will make it by herself.
She always has and always will.
